Light Up A Mean Blaze With Posters And Screenplays

Sometimes I feel stretched so thin. Nothing provokes it really, there's no drama or tragedy going on right now.. but sometimes the past just seems to weigh so heavy on my present. Why do I say things like these on a journal? I hadn't thought about that, but upon reflection I think it's because there's no one close enough to me to whom I would feel comfortable explaining things like that to. It needs to come out but the person I feel the most comfortable telling it to is my inanimate computer screen with the comfort of the written word. It's a little confusing, some strange psychology indeed since those who I couldn't talk to so personally instead read the same material (though explained to a lesser extent)? Puzzling. I hope I don't sound emo. Ew.

I don't own emotion, I rent. (I don't actually know what that means, I just think it's a really cool line haha)

It was really awesome to see TYWO peeps today. It made me so excited and put into such an incredible mood. Hopefully my audition was sufficient to allow me to continue experiencing this on a weekly basis. Colin looks incredible and very small. Impressive.

I have the dye. I'm waiting for my hair to lighten more first. Will I have the guts? I don't particularly think purple will suit my face but nonetheless, as experienced immediately before I dyed my hair bright red, I seem to be getting this unstoppable urge to be noticed in a crowd for once. Being so unnoticable and unremarkable gets so frustrating. Plus I just think it'll look really cool even if it doesn't look good on me in particular. We shall wait and see. Also being sick of the ridiculous frizzing that has plagued me the past few days in this Toronto weather, I just bought a good quality straightening iron off Ebay. A friend of mine has the same one and it works spectularly. I'm excited.

Buying off the internet is fun. I also bought a Trainspotting poster because I love the statement it makes about society.. and I love the mocking.. the mocking is brilliant (but you have to understand the context of course). See > http://www.fritzlandia.org/pics/choose_life.jpg

I can see through one of my burners to the stove. There's just a big hole.
Right now my curtain rod is being somewhat precariously held up by my mop.