A Classic

I had to share this with you.. the dream I had right before I woke up this morning.. because it is a CLASSIC audition anxiety dream (my first audition being tomorrow) and that amuses me:

I was at an audition and they called my name first and I was like OH SHIT because for some reason I hadn't been expecting this and i wasnt warmed up and I couldnt get my reed to go on properly or the sound to sound normal.. and then I realized I didnt know where I was and couldn't remember which audition this was, it was supposed to be U of T but i wasnt AT U of T and COLIN was there so I was like OMG my TYWO stuff isn't ready, it's my UOFT stuff that I've been working on!! The guy who went in before me came back and was freaking out because for his audition he had to play along with a MOVIE that they randomly put on? Sight reading except.. ear anticipating? And as I went into the room there was some girl and Colin asked her if she could be a clarinet accompaniest to a piano (in the band?) and to demonstrate that she could.. she played MY solo.. and a whole lot BETTER than I can.. Then they left me alone for a minute so I tried to warm up but it turns out my mouth piece was a drinking straw?? And then my reed broke in half anyway?? Somehow songs came on the radio that I've played along with before, so I started playing along hoping they'd hear me and not make me do the crazy playing along with a movie thing. But nobody came back.. and it turned out that there had been a bomb threat or something on the building, but no one had told me or come and got me so I was the only one left in the building.. just me and the bad guys who were now in the building and comng after me.. (and then it ceases to be a clarinet dream and goes on but I don't remember that as clearly).

MUCH has gone on in the past week and a half.. been getting out a lot.. a lot of "interesting" not necessarily good stuff.. or both good and bad stuff happening at the same time making it neither..