The Luck Of The Irish

I'm almost considering posting on LiveJournal just so that more people will comment.. it's easy for people with LJ's to comment on other peoples' LJ's but the LJ people must be too lazy to comment on a blog... discrimination I tell ya..

Sacha and I stopped by the 'innis pub night' for a short while but.. it was uncomfortable. Why will no one dance with me? I've developed a complex from this no one wanting to dance with me thing, ever since dances started in like grade 6. I HATE dancing by myself.. I DO it, but it's SO much easier and more pleasant when someone else's hands are on me.

I got my hair cut/layered this morning. I love Regus. They love me. They gave me apple slices and a complimentary makeover and then all stood around me and adored me. It was sweet haha I think I look better tonight than I ever will again, everyone who's seen me has had something nice to say (a very rare thing) but unfortunately, hardly anybody is around to see me tonight and I have no idea what they did to me or with what products so I'll never be able to replicate it. I got Kei to take a picture, but it was dark, so you might not be able to tell, maybe I'll post it later.

I've decided that when I move home for the summer I'm going to move my bedroom into the sewing room. I've decided that the atmosphere is unhealthy in my old room.. when I look around in it, it speaks to me of 18 years worth of tears and pain. A change of scenery will help me when I have to face Markham again.

Oh and remember my 6 weeks/45 single spaced pages/hours of slaving over archaeology notes? What's that, first year in an upper year course? What's that, one of the only people there without a background in NMC studies? Whats that FUCKING 95% ON THE MIDTERM? SUCK THAT SON OF A BITCH.

I have an essay due next week, two the week after, and another two the week after. The intense anxiety is bubbling just beneath my skin.


P.S. Here's a picture of me and Gita, my hair looks a LOT darker in this picture than it actually is, and I'm kinda thinking I like it and should maybe dye it darker like this.. tell me what you think.