So Many Questions Left Unanswered..

I move in to residence tomorrow.. tomorrow! Which seems a little odd because I started counting down the days in my msn name 250 somewhat days ago.. and now its finally down to one. Good gracious. I'm not excited, not at all, it's too much hassle, all the packing and unpacking and the having to get stuff set up like the computer and a phone line and then having 2 auditions to do (and practice for) during my first week there.. once I'm all nice and settled in then there will be time for being excited about moving in.

Never being able to sleep at night makes me want to jump naked and screaming off of a cliff. Well not naked, and not off a cliff, but you know, the jumping and screaming. Actually not the jumping either since it takes too much energy to jump after having not slept. And.. not the screaming because my throat's been hurting a little bit and I don't want to encourage it. But well, er, you know what I mean.

Ever had to end something before it ever really had a chance to take off? You wonder what it could have turned into, what would have become of it. But you never have the chance to find out; like clipping the wings of a bird before he ever knows what it feels like to fly. Ok, that's a bit of a bad analogy because animals are stupid and a bird probably would never know it could fly if it never had the chance and thus wouldn't wonder what it would have been like if he could. Well anyways, I guess you never know how things will turn out around the bend regardless. Maybe the bird will learn to fly a plane and laugh at all the sucker birds still wasting their own energy flying. There's another metaphor I should be shot for lol what with wings probably being better and birds not being self-aware and all. But you know what I mean.

Ah well, it was a good summer I reckon, despite my having not really gone anywhere, some good memories all the same.. like our hardcore Niagra Falls roadtrip! And on my "birthday" having a 3rd session with Jamie at like 4 in the morning inside his neighbour's bush! ("the blue dragon was coming out of Mark's mouth!" bahahaha soooooo good). Wow, and all the times I snuck out of my house this summer in the middle of the night and never got caught. I'm pro with a capital P.

Oh God, it's like quarter to midnight and I still haven't really packed.. maybe I should go get on that now.