I wish I had more control over my responses and reactions and thoughts and feelings concerning certain stimuli.. I manage to be so self-destructive with my thought processes simply because I'm so damn sensitive to things that people say (or do).. especially (obviously) concerning people I care a lot for.

I let things hit me so hard and get to me and eat away at me and I always take things personally and take things to mean the worst.

It's frustrating to know one's faults as such but still feel unable to do anything about them.

I wish you could just give me what I need so none of that would matter.

But that's not the right way to approach anything in life. Only I am responsible for Me.